rewind, rewind; rewind me back to you

months turning, rotating onto their backs.
my tears reverse their fall from my cheek and dissolve into the corner of my eyes.
the police will rewind there travel to from where they once came.
the ambulance drives backwards from the hospital.
where a phone call, and words are spoken backwards.
i will hear their cries of pain rewound.
i will hold them and tell them that he is gone, backwards.
i will do CPR reversed.
i will plead you to wake and stop messing around in reverse.
i will walk backwards up the stairs.
i will close my eyes and not know a thing.
i will kiss you goodnight.
if i could rewind, i would never be in the present.

- always always R.